every time i think of a possibility of letting someone in, something happens, nothing happens. i’m not sure. maybe it’s truly because i don’t want to be in this mess they call relationships, but sometimes i just wish there was that one person. i know there are those great friends to turn to & tell them about life, but you know sometimes you just want THAT person to be there for you. i say i don’t want one, and i guess i truly i don’t. because i don’t want to shoot around aimlessly and settle for just anybody. and yeah my expectations may be high i guess, but i guess i’ll just keep waiting for that person that’ll step up their game rather than me lower my standards. maybe it’s that guy in my class, that guy that i’ve known forever, hey or maybe it’s a guy that i’ll meet sometime in the future, maybe it’s even you, but all i know is that it doesn’t matter right now, because i know someday i’ll find you.