everything still reminds me of the old times, there’s not a single place we didn’t run together at, drive to, or hangout at from here to ny to nc. we honestly went everywhere together. random trees and trails bring back memories, or colors, even simple words can do that. i really never got over seeing his face on people’s fb pictures and them chatting to me, because everytime…i think for a split second that maybe, just maybe, he’s back. maybe he’s not gone forever. but he’s not. and he won’t ever be back here to try and force a hug i always tried to say no to, or laugh at the stupidest things with, or even just sing along to a favorite song. i won’t have those memories with him anymore, but it makes me so pissed off when people just throw away friendships and all over stupid things. are you kidding me? you say that “oh he was my man, i miss you, etc” but have you all not learned a single freaking lesson from all that has happened? at least you still have them here. at least you still have a chance to change things. at least you don’t have to go through the pain every single freaking day. people need to push their pride aside, and whatever grudges they’re holding and get through all this pointless drama. in my friends, in my own family, in strangers, people just need to start forgiving easier and loving more.